**Full of shagness**

This week was the most tiring week out of this year.. slept for only 5 hrs everyday? What make it worst is i have to travel from tamp to jurong and from jurong back to simei everyday. I don't have any more off days to use to take care of my dad. Hoping that my Encik would be kind enough to give me some thru..

Workload in army still increasing without fail.. there are many things undone and deadline is this coming tuesday. Hw? Hw? Hw?

The feelings i had now is exactly the same as 6 years ago. Same place, same person =(. Don't uds why everything bad goes to my dad. Since 6 years ago he had stroke, he have to feed on so many different types of medicine to control his diabetes and blood pressure. Now he was diagnosed of a possibilities of kidney failure which endanger his life..

When the doctor told me to be prepared because my dad is critically ill.. i feel so scared.

Wish tat god can bless my dad, stop letting him suffer from any illness. Let him live happily looking at his sons and grandchildren grow up..

I realise i gained 5kg coming since i came in SAF. Omg! I tot SAF should make me fit instead of making me fat!?? Being a HQ Spec make me mentally shag instead of physically shag. Everyday just stare at the desktop for 6 - 8 hrs and yet works still not complete. My job sucks. Audit is much more better than working in the SAF la.

Haven't been blogging since i came in SAF. English getting lousier, Hokkien getting better.. wth! -_-'

(Life goes on, will be better tmr.. hopefully)

There are times when i look in your eyes
i see the love that we shared
i see the joy inside
but i didn't see the feelings you hide
and now you're saying goodbye
because your love has died

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...

baby baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...(2x)

There are times
when i kiss you goodnight
I feel the love that we shared
I feel the joy inside
but I didn't feel what you tried to hide
and now you're saying goodbye
because your feeling has died

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...

baby baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...(2x)

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby


Nice song.

I m back to blog! Recently damn sad.. I was in a relationship for 4 days i guess?? Not sure hw many days exactly but it was certainly short. The 4 days relationship was like honeymoon period to me when i thought everything were going well and smoothly. I kinda regret now, when she asked me to book in on monday instead of sunday and pei her watch soccer. I regretted not compromising to pei her on sunday night when i just have call up my office and inform tt i booking in on monday morning 7am. Maybe if i accompany her on sun night, things will be different???

On tuesday, she told me to treat her like last time how i treat her.. as a buddy and a gd fren. Reason: She not good enough for me and she don't want me to fall in for her.

I can't say anything except to accept whatever she wants because i promise not to force her into anything. But i am damn sad man... i really wanna tell her tt i don't wanna give up on her and i have already fallen for her. But there's nothing i can do anymore because she already decided. So what i can do is only to agree on it. Haiz!

ANYONE THERE??? IS THIS BLOG DEAD? Lols

HALO HALO???

wah.. i think i should just close down my blog la.. damn lazy to update haha.. today i am reading my activation SOP lo.. super tired and sleepy =( haiz!! i dozed off a few times while reading it till i need to get a coffee in order to keep me awake. Who say army no need to study? Army also need to study and it is even worse than being in poly =/

Anyway 2 more days to book out day! woohoo =) But i got duty on saturday.. so actually my weekend for this week is actually kinda short...

Anyway today, had night out with derick. We went to Lai Lai restaurant in JP with weilong and his gf. I had beef noodles (BIG) and now damn full -_-' Regretted eating BIG portion one lo.. should just order small portion if i knew that the BIG portion noodle would be so filling...

Tmr gonna be a crazy day for me because i will be taking my soc.. will i pass? Haha... seem impossible to pass cos i already stop taking soc for 2 months.. my last soc result is 10 min 20sec ++... Well hopefully tmr lucky would be on my side and i am able to pass... Humph.. wish that i am lucky tmr.. haha

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**Full of shagness**

This week was the most tiring week out of this year.. slept for only 5 hrs everyday? What make it worst is i have to travel from tamp to jurong and from jurong back to simei everyday. I don't have any more off days to use to take care of my dad. Hoping that my Encik would be kind enough to give me some thru..

Workload in army still increasing without fail.. there are many things undone and deadline is this coming tuesday. Hw? Hw? Hw?

The feelings i had now is exactly the same as 6 years ago. Same place, same person =(. Don't uds why everything bad goes to my dad. Since 6 years ago he had stroke, he have to feed on so many different types of medicine to control his diabetes and blood pressure. Now he was diagnosed of a possibilities of kidney failure which endanger his life..

When the doctor told me to be prepared because my dad is critically ill.. i feel so scared.

Wish tat god can bless my dad, stop letting him suffer from any illness. Let him live happily looking at his sons and grandchildren grow up..

I realise i gained 5kg coming since i came in SAF. Omg! I tot SAF should make me fit instead of making me fat!?? Being a HQ Spec make me mentally shag instead of physically shag. Everyday just stare at the desktop for 6 - 8 hrs and yet works still not complete. My job sucks. Audit is much more better than working in the SAF la.

Haven't been blogging since i came in SAF. English getting lousier, Hokkien getting better.. wth! -_-'

(Life goes on, will be better tmr.. hopefully)

There are times when i look in your eyes
i see the love that we shared
i see the joy inside
but i didn't see the feelings you hide
and now you're saying goodbye
because your love has died

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...

baby baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...(2x)

There are times
when i kiss you goodnight
I feel the love that we shared
I feel the joy inside
but I didn't feel what you tried to hide
and now you're saying goodbye
because your feeling has died

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...

baby baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...(2x)

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby


Nice song.

I m back to blog! Recently damn sad.. I was in a relationship for 4 days i guess?? Not sure hw many days exactly but it was certainly short. The 4 days relationship was like honeymoon period to me when i thought everything were going well and smoothly. I kinda regret now, when she asked me to book in on monday instead of sunday and pei her watch soccer. I regretted not compromising to pei her on sunday night when i just have call up my office and inform tt i booking in on monday morning 7am. Maybe if i accompany her on sun night, things will be different???

On tuesday, she told me to treat her like last time how i treat her.. as a buddy and a gd fren. Reason: She not good enough for me and she don't want me to fall in for her.

I can't say anything except to accept whatever she wants because i promise not to force her into anything. But i am damn sad man... i really wanna tell her tt i don't wanna give up on her and i have already fallen for her. But there's nothing i can do anymore because she already decided. So what i can do is only to agree on it. Haiz!

ANYONE THERE??? IS THIS BLOG DEAD? Lols

HALO HALO???

wah.. i think i should just close down my blog la.. damn lazy to update haha.. today i am reading my activation SOP lo.. super tired and sleepy =( haiz!! i dozed off a few times while reading it till i need to get a coffee in order to keep me awake. Who say army no need to study? Army also need to study and it is even worse than being in poly =/

Anyway 2 more days to book out day! woohoo =) But i got duty on saturday.. so actually my weekend for this week is actually kinda short...

Anyway today, had night out with derick. We went to Lai Lai restaurant in JP with weilong and his gf. I had beef noodles (BIG) and now damn full -_-' Regretted eating BIG portion one lo.. should just order small portion if i knew that the BIG portion noodle would be so filling...

Tmr gonna be a crazy day for me because i will be taking my soc.. will i pass? Haha... seem impossible to pass cos i already stop taking soc for 2 months.. my last soc result is 10 min 20sec ++... Well hopefully tmr lucky would be on my side and i am able to pass... Humph.. wish that i am lucky tmr.. haha

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